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Flat

October 13, 2008 |

I am so dragging today. I know it’s Monday and everyone feels like they’ve been kicked in the ass repeatedly on Mondays but this is different. This is a lethargic, apathetic, lazy, dark feeling. I was up, up, up last week and now I feel flat (I wish I was flat - but that’s a post for my non-existent weight loss blog).

Had a decent weekend. Spent some solid time with my oldest daughter on Saturday which was a blast. I love hanging out with the kids individually. Collectively, they drag me down and tear me limb from limb but separately they’re awesome.

Bickered a lot with the husband but that is getting to be a regular occurrence so I’m getting used to it. News flash - I get life is hard dear husband, I guarantee it is harder for me than you since I am the one that is forever cleaning up your proverbial messes. So suck it up, get over it and buy me some jewelry to make up for all that I have had to endure. Thank you.

I also got a call from my best friend last night. I almost didn’t take the call but at the last second I changed my mind (honestly I couldn’t think of an excuse when my son was excitedly handing me the phone and telling me who it was). I’m glad I didn’t bail out took the call. We are seriously leading parallel lives right now both burdened with our step-daughters inability to take care of themselves. Did lots of venting and comparing horror stories and actually feel better on that front since I got some of that crap out that I can’t say to the husband about his daughter.

I cannot wait for work to end today (what a change from last week, huh?) so I can go home, change into sweats and catch up on my soap on the net.

Oh yeah, I’m on fire.


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  1. Amy on October 13, 2008 7:34 pm

    yeah! Diamonds especially are a girl’s best friend! He can’t handle hearing about his daughter huh? Guess the truth hurts…

  2. Steph on October 13, 2008 8:34 pm

    ((hugs)) sorry that you’re feeling flat…. that’s not a fantastic feeling.

    seems there’s a lot on your plate right now….so glad that you took the call and have someone with whom you can share things that you can’t share with just everyone.

    hang in there… thanks for the well-wishes on me feeling like crap. i feel a bit better today, but still have some mending to do, methinks….

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