Today I go see the Ear, Nose & Throat Doctor for certain this time. My insurance is all squared away now, stupid insurance companies, and I have coverage for the daycare. I am scared, to tell you the truth. I really feel better than I did at the beginning of the summer, a lot better, but the size of the enlarged lymph nodes hasn’t changed at all. I know that today’s appointment will be spent more in pursuit of ruling out what it isn’t, but I so want to know what it is. Something’s out of whack in my system and I want to fix it once and for all.

So if you see this send me good and healthy vibes today. I need them.